mini-circus-mouse

Her face turned too mine,she cried as she said her Breast ran dry,hollow,she felt ashamed, she knew she was more then her body,her eggs,the lives she could give,the body's she could make, she thought of the future, knew the opposition she had.

Father you must see, Father you must have seen, that I am born out of lust, father may I ask you,with out it feeling as if i have just begged the stars,them being so far, stars as white as your wife's hair, stars as big as the gaps in between the states that you keep me in, father do you ever think of me?, do you ever see me like I see you, In dreams, father why are you so much like a star? father why am I not your love? why am I never your baby? why has it been so long? why must I lay here, mind about, thinking of ways I can surround you like a ghost from the past hoping you think of me, that you could see me or at least hear me say i want

When you love it, let it go, When you need it then you know, Till you can get up and go, Keep it simple and just say no, All i have come too know is the simplest thing is just to say no. Do not stray , just say no all i need is a head, a soft place to be, do not stray just say no, the words are no, stop, you know, just to say no. No i will not fall. No i will not look. No i will not think. No i will not. I will not. I will not. I will not go, fall, look, touch, I will just say no.

Dear Lola, Hello Lola, how have you been? Your mother wants me to tell you she loves you, she wants you to get help. I never got tell you how much time i skipped, how many ways i was selfish,how many things left my mind when i thought about who you are, i have heard your story, i never truly knew you or what you have done; too your family nor will i ever know how it feels too end up on the roads you have been down and survived. I am here sitting at 7:01 writing too you, i just, i needed to say im sorry that i missed your life but i am nothing, i will never be you, you need to live for you as you not as meth not as vodka or beer not because o

you felt like someone who cared, no one to cherish not a shadow nor doll never to put me up on a shelf  their not a shadow always my shoulder nice to know that their will always be a memory of one who cares if anything you will always be their to tell me that i am never alone some thing to reach for a picture of hope.

do you hurt to? never enough, something not to ask to much about, only the night to talk about never to know something about, that seems to be best just something platonic in true nature's form. Platonic never hurts but barely ever works. All i can take is nature because it has always been all ways will.

As you stare,i am not one to care,to no friend never to tell; you whisper never a spell.The words that fall from the edge of an open abyss you fail to miss only hate fills. start your life,please leave mine. never a care not a child. i need no more.

This moment can never be thought, never truly be thought threw, all my life waiting for the moments to come through, to think of my self freely, see clearly; never in my life have i been fine with my soul this freedom is that a state of happiness, never in my life did i think that moment would be when i got over it, just let go been quiet been happy.